by CanadianGirl
I just got back from 1st year university and gained what many call the "freshman 15" although in my case it was the freshman twenty. I don't fit into half the clothes I used to and this distresses me!!
My goal before I left was to lose ten pounds and so this puts my new goal at thirty (although even losing twenty would be great right now!)
I have three months of summer left and I don't know if it's possible to lose thirty pounds in three months (10 pounds/ month?)
Sometimes, I am tempted to make myself throw up, especially when I give in to temptation and eat a bowl of ice cream or a big chocolate bar. I work out seriously three times a week with a trainer and have lost a total of three pounds in the last month, which is kind of discouraging because my dad tells me his weight is constantly fluctuating by this amount!
Honestly, I am discouraged and I don't know what to do. I guess I'm just looking for some support? I don't feel comfortable with myself right now, and that makes me unhappy.